Describing My Experience on Modafinil Medicine and Dextromethorphan

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 Took 35 mins back 400 mg of modafinil.............still no effects that I usually get..............so at 44mins ..i am chatting a lot and typing very fast on the internet............like my brain is flooded with thoughts and writing a lot while chatting.......

I had gone outside for approximately ...hmmm.........it's 

2 hours 10 mins.... I feel the alertness, the agility, the clearity. I wanted to listen to loud songs and sing with it.......... but my husband wanted to bring baby in our bedroom..........so had to cancel that.

So I am taking time to continue my writings here. I was feeling irritated. So my husband asked what was the reason. He doubted if I started my addiction again. I gave him the legimate reason of not doing any job which could be true.

I just took dextromethorphan (dxm) at 2 hours 13 mins. I had taken one bottle. I contains 15mg/5ml x 100ml. so. 15mg x 20 =300mg. DXM takes time to get any effect on brain. 


It is now 

3 hours 46 mins (almost 1 hour and a half for DXM). I am not getting any effects. May be because the kind of job I was doing. DXM intensifies or deteriotes the kind of work you are doing. I wad doing some boring job of arranging my documents in my folder so it didn't give me any high effects.


Now thinking about playing chess. My body wants to exercise. The good effects of DXM is that it cleans your tummy. That is a very good effect. It works as laxative. If you exercise the effect is more. But Now I have lot of things to do on my computer. I love writing and I am doing in now.


I love text-chatting so I will be doing along with it and see the effect. I feel very subtle effect of these substances. Modafinl plus DXM for me is a great combination for focus and for getting things done which comes in my mind.


Unfortunately, my family is worried is I am back to addiction. ( Last time it was overdose. I took 2 bottoles and I landed in hospital with severe schizophrenia. It was deadly. So do not overdose on DXM. Stick to one 100ml bottle of DXM with 15mg/5ml. I take Benadryl DR which is available in India over the counter. Please I am again saying do not consume two bottoles. It's deadly. You will get severe seizure. You will lose your life. I was very close to that. ) I am pretending that I have not consumed any medicines.


This is the second day. So I was on modafinil and dxm for almost 24 hours. I rested for 8 hours from 4am to 12am. And now I have consumed 400mg of modanil and 300mg of DXM. And waiting for another hit.

so it's 2mins. So I had said it takes lot of time for both of it to get a brain hit. 


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