Took 35 mins back 400 mg of modafinil.............still no effects that I usually get..............so at 44mins ..i am chatting a lot and typing very fast on the internet............like my brain is flooded with thoughts and writing a lot while chatting....... I had gone outside for approximately ...hmmm.........it's 2 hours 10 mins.... I feel the alertness, the agility, the clearity. I wanted to listen to loud songs and sing with it.......... but my husband wanted to bring baby in our bedroom..........so had to cancel that. So I am taking time to continue my writings here. I was feeling irritated. So my husband asked what was the reason. He doubted if I started my addiction again. I gave him the legimate reason of not doing any job which could be true. I just took dextromethorphan (dxm) at 2 hours 13 mins. I had taken one bottle. I contains 15mg/5ml x 100ml. so. 15mg x 20 =300mg. DXM takes time to get any effect on brain. It is now 3 hours 46 mins (almost 1 hour...
God has a sense of humour. If you try to do stuff, it's funny how your mind works as what to choose first or how to choose the best. It spurns around. Your decisions keep changing in your mind until you choose one. And then suddenly you realize that is not the best choice. Then you go and replace it. Sometimes it takes lot of mind. Isn't it? It happens with Everyone. So I take it as not a tedious task but God plays with us
We are one organism. This whole universe is just one of the many universes. We don’t know enough about “Space”. It stretches and squeezes. To experience the realization of singularity and chaos, it takes to get one in deep trance . We are always doing things “Back and Forth”. We are always correcting ourselves in this world called “Life” and the drama happens. It’s all set. It is always good versus evil. There is a fight between Good and Bad. Always!!! …. If we compare our body as a Universe, we have so many lives running inside our blood. Bacteria's , Germs, and single cell ed organisms . All have their individual lives. And because of that on the larger scale we function. It is metaphorically compared. It is not a perfect analogy. But y ou got my point. So there is a larger organism awake which we are not aware of. And Our whole world could be on a pe trie dish. And some beings are experimenting on us . We can’t really see them. Just like bacteria can’...
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